There Isn't Anything I Wouldn't Do For You

Even the little things
like the regrets i seal away from everyone,
sadly you too...
And the big things
like the screaming, echoing of voices angered at me,
of disgrace
of pain
of threat
even, of death...
To let you and even let myself be aware that
no matter how much it will weaken me inside,
even kill me too, that
i will do what i can to keep you pleased
to keep you from thinking bad of me
to keep you loving me the way i am in love with you
and to not have to see how unstable and broken i am inside,
though i have it well kept away,
you weaken me, but then make me stronger.
ill do everything and anything for you,
whether it pleases you, me, or not...